May 12, 2010

Writings of A Melancholy Heart

Its a long story, but its how i get the emotions out. I have random writings everywhere. Maybe here is a good place to get them out. idk yet. But heres what i wrote tonight. When the emotions are too much, when they overflow I shut off my brain, and I just feel.

You Need Only Accept It

Im letting you go.
Im giving you space
Im giving you time
The best way to help is to wait
But im hoping when youre ready you will come back.
But for now id like you to hear  this:

Why don’t you tell me a joke?
Where did all the humor go?
Why do I feel like I need to cry?
I thought I was a friend
I thought you trusted me
I thought you accepted me

You’re too used to being alone.
You no longer let anyone in
So I stand on the outside
Begging for you to open the door
Asking that you invite me in
You need only accept me

Its all up to you now
I cant force you to do what you wont
I cant make you feel something you dont
But I know there is trust between us
I know I can help you
You need only accept it

Im here offering myself to you
My help
My heart
My love
My trust
You need only accept it.

I wont desert you
I wont let you down
I promise it on my life
Theres nothing to be scared of
I open my arms for you
You need only accept them.