Blown out of the Water...

You know how sometimes you sit down and for dinner say you'll have one thing then as soon as the waiter comes you make a split decision and order something else?
You know how you get up in the morning with plans to be healthy and go out and take a walk, but as soon as you open the door and feel the cold you turn around and sit in front of the fire instead?
You know how you have thoughts and ideas about a person and then something happens and all of that is blown out of the water?

Amazing really, how quickly your mind can change its mind ;) Im going to be taking a cognitive psych class in this up coming semester. I'm very intrigued by things like this. And last night one of those 3 happened to me. Guess and make it whichever you want. Because I'm not telling you :) Who knows who reads this. Oh did I give it away. No, haha. I could have lied to someone about one of those. You will never knowwww. Unless i already told you, and those people don't read this blog. Umm moving on...

Know whats great about the internet? Everyone can be connected. Know whats bad about the internet? Everyone is connected. I don't know who sees this, i don't know who sees my Flickr. All I know is who I am friends with on Facebook. So really you cant free your mind on the internet for fear of being exposed to everyone. For fear you may offend someone. Once upon a time my parents didn't read my Flickr. Now I know they do. So apparently do the parents of kids I babysit. And so does my neighbor. He took a day and read every single post I have ever written on here. Pretty unexpected, but surely welcome. Im putting it on the internet, anyone is welcome to read it. Not that I write anything people shouldn't see, but its good to know everyone does, so I can always remember to check myself.

I like being the kind of person who knows that she doesn't have to constantly check herself and remember who she is around though. The person you see when i'm at school, the person while babysitting, the person with friends or family. They are all the same person. I don't have to change how I act because the way I act is acceptable in every situation. Its nice knowing I can be myself without consequences.

So I started this blog post because I wanted to organize my thoughts and let out how I felt about something last night. But then ended up not even explaining it because I left it a secret and instead went into rambles about why I couldnt tell you. Okay, I'll tell you. It was number 3. And I thought I was doing well with my thoughts. With my perceptions of this person. Then it all changed, and any progress I had of going in one direction with my thoughts was completely blown out of the water. There. Have fun imagining the rest.

Im going to try and do this more. My mom writes little posts. So Im thinking if i didnt sit down to write so much, i could write simple thoughts, and inspirations, etc. Kind of like people use Tumblr. I dont want one of those. And twitter is only 140 characters. Maybe I should take my favorite tweets and share them lol. idk, it will be random. Story of my life, right? ;)

Have a great day! I hear there may be a luge ride in my future today.