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Sometimes I really just feel the need to write a blog post. And when I get here I dont know what to write about. I just know I need to write.

My mom and dad are sitting out on the rocks right now. Its cute. They are just sitting next to each other staring into the distance.

I have a text message waiting for a response, it keeps blinking at me. But you know...i really have no answer  for it. I have no real feeling to put into it and I dont want to force an answer, I dont want to reply with some fake interest or happiness. But if i dont reply the recipient will wonder why. they will over think it more then they probably do over think my answers. Funny how we get caught in these situations where to be kind, to be socially accepted, we have to be fake. Because yes, i will answer it. and they will be happy, and i will still feel nothing.

My coloring book is sitting next to me. It has a half colored bunny on the page. It will probably remain half finished for a while. Just like many things in life. I cant count on one hand how many things I have that are unfinished. For some thats a good thing, for some its expected, for some its never ending and i hate it. When you can finally complete something, Tie up loose ends,  And put it behind you, thats when it feels good. when you've put together another puzzle piece of your life.

well i have to go rescue my cousin...out of a situation he got himself into. so yeah...i guess thats the end. the end of the beginning. no its just the middle. its another never ending thing. this succession of blog posts. and its one i am okay with.